mistakes and revelations
contains spontaneous entries and insight on a possibly capricious person
friendship:
@corinneceleste
I missed my tumblr buddy! :) I am glad you’re back.
“Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn’t fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it’s comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you’re very lucky, a plane ride away.”
—Sex and the City (via littlemiss) (via inspiri)
| me: | Did I give you a birthday present this year? |
| friend: | No, but you don't need to. You do enough for me anyways. |
“When I think beast at life, I think Camille”
— Patrick Panuski
thanks, I appreciate it.
| Friend: | do you think I should go deal with this now? |
| Me: | yes...I can tell you're tired of dealing with this and so are the people around you... |
| Friend: | okay. And I'm sorry for always putting my problems on you. Even if you are being a good friend, it's not right that I overuse you sometimes. |
| me: | like there's love everywhere, like in the media, and it makes me feel empty because there's no one to love like that right now |
| matt: | it's okay camille. you don't have to worry. you are an amazing person, you will find a guy that will treat you right, don't worry. |
| my thoughts: | friends are great. I cried when he said that. |
Summertime means… hanging out with your best friends…
440.
Today, as I was lying on the floor, breathless, dying. Today, even as I told her that she should just move on, that she doesn’t deserve to have to deal with all this. She stayed. She stayed by me however she could. Told me she love me. That she’d marry me. That I’ll live long enough to be by her side for the rest of our lives. That I didn’t have to be sorry even though I keep getting her so worried. She sang to me. I don’t know why or how everything happened. I can’t understand everything, today I learnt that. But I think she was what kept me alive… God has placed her in my life in such a way. And thanks to her, today, I still live.
| friend: | Yeah... can you imagine that happening to you? |
| me: | Someone walking out on me? aljfk, no. I can't. It's so...out there...but it could always happen |
| friend: | Yeah, that's why you have to be careful who you go with the first time. |
| me: | Mmhmm. I'm so scared that's going to happen to me because I always look for the good in everyone and give them the benefit of the doubt...I'm afraid that someone's going to take advantage of that. |
| friend: | Yeah, that's a lot of people's problem |
| me: | Definitely my problem. Hopefully it won't happen... |
| friend: | I'm sure you'll be fine. |
| me: | You sure about that? |
| friend: | Yeah I'm pretty sure unless you get really blinded by something. |
| me: | Hopefully I won't...but if I do then someone else will catch it for me. |
| friend: | I'll back hand you? |
| me: | Haha thanks...it'll probably take more than that though. |
| friend: | Well I can back hand pretty hard. |
| lol, thanks. |
